Tuesday, June 16, 2009

Ya Know...


There is a lot of truth in the saying "Out of Sight...Out of Mind."

I haven't seen him in 8 months...

Until yesterday!

And I wasn't expecting him...

And I've felt like I'm going to vomit ever since...

Seeing him brought back memories...Both good and bad.

He showed up with a moving truck...and get this...I helped him pack his shit.

I know...I know...Y'all wouldn't have lifted a finger for him...

I just decided it would take less energy to be nice.

He's moving to Atlanta.

And after he left...I sat down and I cried...I guess because I realized THE FINALITY of it all.

But those will be the last tears...

Other than these that I'm shedding as I type...

11 comments:

Stereos and Souffles said...

Stay strong sister! It's gonna be bright, sunshiney days from here on out.

The Rambler said...

Hugs, Hugs and more hugs.

Stay strong as Stereos said!!!

Anonymous said...

Mark your calendar for this date next year- you'll be amazed (Love Mom C)

morewineplease said...

Just let it all out.. there is nothing wrong with a good cry!

Anonymous said...

HOLY SHIT HAD NO CLUE!!! DAM only 9 can't call you till 5 DAMMMM!
Molly

Jan @ Struck by Serendipity said...

My ex moved to ATL as well.

It was the weirdest feeling when he left & I knew I would NEVER see him again.

A lot of my anxiety left that day as well. Hopefully everything looks up for you going forward!

Cyn said...

I know the feeling...sigh...

Live.Love.Eat said...

OMG, that must have been really hard. But I think the tears and potential vomit were very understandable and healthy even. Hope it gets easier each day.

Anonymous said...

If it had that much of an impact on you then maybe you shouldn't have been so hard on him....from reading through your blog I can pretty much tell the story....And in Marriage it is for better or for worse and if you knew anything about alcoholism you would understand that it is like a cancer and that you can't hate someone with cancer...and from reading your day to day I think you need to take a LONG HARD DEEP LOOK at yourself and recognize that you potentially have a problem as well!!! Good luck

morewineplease said...

WTF?? Who is anony?
GIrl, you took the high road, I am so proud of you.

is this not private any more?

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