REALLY PISSED ME OFF!!!!
If it had that much of an impact on you then maybe you shouldn't have been so hard on him....from reading through your blog I can pretty much tell the story....And in Marriage it is for better or for worse and if you knew anything about alcoholism you would understand that it is like a cancer and that you can't hate someone with cancer...and from reading your day to day I think you need to take a LONG HARD DEEP LOOK at yourself and recognize that you potentially have a problem as well!!! Good luck
Seriously??? I shouldn't have been so hard on him? Where did you get the impression that I was hard on him? Actually it was the opposite... I probably wasn't hard enough on him and the reason being is because I DO understand that Alcoholism is a disease that he had no control over. That being said I didn't ask anything of him cuz I knew even a simple request such as emptying the dishwasher was more than he could handle.
You use the word HATE...I'm here to tell you that I don't HATE anyone...Him included. I have had people shit on me and let me down throughout the course of my life and maybe I have chosen to disassociate myself from those people...But I don't HATE them.
I agree...Marriage is for BETTER or WORSE. And all you can do is hope that the BETTER outweighs the WORSE! But what happens when it becomes for WORSE or WORSE...And then it gets WORSE???
As far as taking a look at myself... I did about a year ago.
I woke up one morning and weighed 98 lbs and I realized I did have a problem. The problem was that I was in an unhappy marriage and I had stopped taking care of me. I realized at that point that I couldn't fix my husband but I COULD fix myself.
So Anonymous Smarty Pants you really can't tell the story from reading my blog...Cuz as far as I'm concerned you don't know JACK SHIT about me or my life.
And as much as your comment rattled my nerves...
I don't hate you.