Sunday, September 28, 2008

Lastnight



I didn't come home.

And this morning on my way home I inhaled a sausage, egg & cheese biscuit.

Two things that are VERY out of character for me.

9 comments:

Anonymous said...

This hurts so bad. I dont know what to do. I know that I cant control it but I an having a very hard time processing it. Especially when I did not do anything outside of marriage. I'm trying to fix my head. It is very difficult when going through this. I just needed to say that I love you and I am very sorry that something died in me which led to the death of our friendship. I think of San Francisco and I cry. I cant stop crying.

morewineplease said...

I was going to leave a fun comment until I read the comment above...
LLL... I hope you dealing with all this ok, and I truly think you are doing whats best for you!

Stella's World said...

Dear Anonymous- We miss who you were and all the positives. It's been hell watching you destroy yourself and every thing good in your life. What you are going through is very painful and we ache for you every day. We also pray for you every day. Do we care? ABSOLUTELY! It hasn't been enough. We wish you the very best. It's apparent your walk isn't meant to be with our daughter or us.
I have love in my heart for you,and you can always call me just not unless you are at your best. Things can't go on like they have, It's no way to live.It's not fair for anyone.
Face what you have ahead of you like the man I know you CAN be.
PEACE BE WITH YOU!!!!!

Anonymous said...

LLL - I am here for you. You know what is best in your heart for YOU! That's what counts. Know that I am thinking of you.

xoxo
D

Life, Love And Lola said...

Dear Anonymous,
Your comment breaks my heart.
LL&L

Live.Love.Eat said...

Wow, I'm with MWP. Was going to say something witty, or try to, but there's a lot going on here. The comments by anon and your mom were very touching. I wish you all the best!!!!

Anonymous said...

Oh my. Love you, L. Hang in there. You know what is best and you have to think of YOU now... It's been too long. XOXO

Always Organizing said...

Hey LLL,

I saw this yesterday and was going to respond with a funny comment but then saw the serious comments and felt like MWP. Just know that I'm thinking about you.

Anonymous said...

LLL, I am thinking about you. Hang in there Mama... it'll get easier. I know it's hard to think about yourself, but you deserve it.

{{HUGS}}
~Laura